January 2011
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I'm going to make this year count.
I’m sick of everyone’s shit. Sayonara 2010. You kicked my ass.
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Lightning Strikes - Angel Taylor →
Lightning strikes when you walk by and Sometimes i can not control it Making fun of you is the thundering sound of A storm on it’s way, ohh but when you smile The lightning lasts for seven miles And when you make me laugh i know This lightning will last Lightning shines when you close too me and Sometimes i really cannot control it And sneaking up on you is the raindrops dew after A storm is...
December 2010
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I’m just an ordinary girl. Sometimes I’m lazy, I get bored, I get scared, I feel ignored, I feel happy, I get silly, I choke on my own words, I make wishes, I have dreams and I still want to believe anything can happen in this world for an ordinary girl.
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Getting hurt.
I think in the past 6 months, I’ve felt more pain emotionally than I’ve felt my entire life. It can really start to take a toll on a person. I almost want to say that I miss my anxiety medication. The thing about it was I didn’t feel a thing when I was on it. The hurt was not as harsh, the happiness not as bright and the sadness not so dreary. I just was. I miss not having to...
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Everybody, everybody wants to love.
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved.
Not the best friend I thought you were.
You text me silly song lyrics. I text you back lols and miss yous and how are yous. You text me back miss you toos and good now that im away from homes. I text you back a can you help me? I’m sad. You text me back an oh, no sweetie and a few what’s wrongs? I text you an I’m scared of what’s going to happen next and a few other detailed sentences....
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Just like the movies.
That’s how it will be. Cinematic and dramatic with a perfect ending.
It’s not like the movies, but that’s how it should be. When he’s the one, you’ll come undone and your world will stop spinning… and it’s just the beggining.
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I need respect, I need love. Nothing inbetween.
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“I told him he smelled like Christmas, but he doesn’t smell like Christmas. He...”
– Charlyne Yi, Paper Heart
For once instead of telling me the reason why I...
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You give me these butterflies.
It’s not like I haven’t liked anyone recently, but I haven’t felt butterflies or the need to unneccessarily smile in a long time. It’s one of the best feelings in the world. Thank you for reminding me of it before my hope for finding it again was completely gone.
I kinda
really sorta feel like playing twister right now..
End of the year 10Q Challenge.
Q01. Describe a significant experience that has happened in the past year. How did it affect you?
Q02. Is there something that you wish you had done differently this past year? Alternatively, is there something you’re especially proud of from this past year? Q03. Think about a major milestone that happened with your family in 2009. How has this affected you?
Q04. Decribe a broader event in...
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“…you know that a good, long session of weeping can often make you feel better,...”
– Lemony Snicket (The Bad Beginning)
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Just got back from B&N.
Bought a romance novel called Sweet Nothings, A book of quotes and a ficton novel called Here Today, Gone to Maui by Carol Snow, one of my favorite authors. Can’t wait to start reading them tonight. I’ll probably be up all night trying to finish Maui. I can never seem to put down Snow’s books once I start reading.
This movie.
It’s called Keith…. Okay, at first I hated this movie because it stars Jesse McCartney, but I actually love his character. He is so completely random and amazing. He takes this girl to do the most stupid, random things. He took her to a thrift store and they bought bowling balls and put them on all their teacher’s porches at 4 in the morning. They had two left and they brought...
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Why is nothing I say ever a big deal to you?
Even when something frustrates me to the point of tears, you’re not phased. I will never forget two weeks ago when I sat in my room crying for hours. Almost the enitre day. I wanted someone to hold me and tell me everything was going to be okay, to tell me he was a jerk, to tell me I can do better. I didn’t know who ccould do those things for me. I layed around until it got dark and...
Sometimes the people you can't live without, can...
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“And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul,...”
– Sylvia Plath
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Taylor Swift said it best..
Maybe this is wishful thinking Probably mindless dreaming If we loved again I swear I’d love you right I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t So if the chain is on your door, I understand But this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
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I just
feel like posting a handful of pictures right now. Here goes nothing.. :)
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End of the year 10Q Challenge.
Q01. Describe a significant experience that has happened in the past year. How did it affect you?
Q02. Is there something that you wish you had done differently this past year? Alternatively, is there something you’re especially proud of from this past year? Q03. Think about a major milestone that happened with your family in 2009. How has this affected you?
Q04. Decribe a broader event in...
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So there's this guy here at home..
He’s such a nice, genuine guy. I really like him. I’ve always liked him since I met him when I started work the summer before I went to college. I just feel like he’s one of those guys who will always be straight up with you, honest and who just really wants to make people he’s close to happy. Every time I see him I smile. I wish I didn’t go to school four hours away...
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“In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer.”
– Albert Camus
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A New Journal.
I just got one. The texture of the paper is amazing. It’s made with a plant from Africa. I can’t remember what plant right now, but a plant nonetheless. I can’t wait to watch my words unfold over every single white, empty page- filling it with my emotions, laughter, tears and memories.
Don’t say that it didn’t mean anything or it was...
Looking Back...
There are a lot of times that you have proved to me that you were never worth it to begin with..
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You don't have to change in order to attract a...
You don’t have to be boyish or too girly because it’s what he likes. You don’t change for a guy. Just stay the same. Just be you. Because a guy who really deserves you, will accept you for who you truly are.
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He ruined more than I thought.
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You Apologized, but sometimes the word sorry...
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i’m sick of seeing all these familiar faces around me, fading into nothing. i can’t tell who they are anymore and i’m starting to forget who they were. maybe i should just forget who they were, and act as if they never existed. because that’s clearly what they’ve done.
